2005-07-10 - 10:43 a.m.
i don't know why but i woke up at around 8am with this brand new day type of feeling. Usually
i don't get out of bed until around 9am.
The only time i do go back to bed is to spank the monkey. Yes i admit it!!!!
This morning i had a lot of pep in me. I got on sneakers and sweats and ran around the lake. I've done it a few times but today i was as i think runners call it, "THE ZONE". I was running but i wasn't feeling any ill effect. I was thinking about the big pile of shit that i seem to be stepping into.
Not that i blame myself i blame the season.
Summer vacations just started and everyone has time on their hands. Am i bad for wanting to make my sexual situation better then it is. Did i tell Lisa to plan before we started going out, to go away to cheerleaders camp for 2 weeks, right at the beginning of summer?
NO I DIDN'T.
I was running and telling myself that there is no way that i can handle spending time with these girls, because should i have sex with them and i don't see any other reason why i would be hanging with them, i was bound to kick them to the curb when
Lisa comes back. She's suppose to call me Tuesday. For some reason she said she wanted to wait a week before calling me to see how much she would miss me. At the time i thought it was a great ideal. 7 days without hearing from her sounded damn good but i kinda miss her. Ok im whipped.
Over the last month i've been both happy and misrable about HAVING to spend so much time with Lisa as a boyfriend must. So how could i handle a whole summer to being around the same girls, especially when there are so many girls on the beach in bikini's and thongs. Mumie, Mum, Mum.
Its almost 11am and first im gonna swim and float in MY POOL, until 1pm when im supppose to hook up with Mouse at the beach. He said he has a nice tan, and that girls have been giving him the eye. I told him girls dig lifeguards.
So let me go chill in MY POOL and maybe take a dip in MY LAKE or maybe i'll just float on the floating lounge chair and drink a nice cool glass of lemonade. I'm trying to cut down on all the soda i usually drink, i can drink lemonade and shit like that, but not much.
I can drink can after can of coke but in this heat the damn ice melts and im left with dark water with a little cokey taste which sucks bigtime..
Later gator
DINOBOY
