2005-11-04 - 11:50 P.m.
I read the first line of my last entry and i realized i wrongly thought that Sunday night was holloween but of course it was Monday nigh i was thinking of.
ANYWAY:
Let me bring you up to speed diaryboy.
Monday when i thought moms and Wallace romeo were all but threw because during the black tie event at the hospital she seem to have been goo goo eyed with this Haitian doctor who has to be damn near 60 years old and as black as the ace of spade, and who sat at our table damn near with his head up her ass all night, and who just happen to come by the house once are twice with my thinking he was just part of the hospital comittee which moms was on, but had me wondering why he and moms were going to some event together when he was old enought to be her father.
I put it down to either moms was having Haitian jungle fever are some sick father figured shit but how could that be when her father died before he was in his 40ties and this black mo jo was damn near 60 years old.
Jean Claude whatever the rest of his French ass name is?. Every Haitian i ever read about was near Jean something or other not that i've read about many Haitians at all because i don't think i know jack shit about Haiti and Haitians except that wannabe Priest who was running things a few years ago and who may still be or not, because Haitian history isn't exactly required reading in school.
So i was kind of shock when moms called me from the hospital at about 11pm Monday night to tell me that Wallace apendix bursted and she was at the hosptial with that geeky ass Ty who she said was taking it hard, i could just imagine his punk ass crying like a punk ass pussy and moms having to confort his punk ass. I wondered after hanging up what moms thought about him. Moms like me or i should say im like her when it comes to human feelings, we both don't really deal with crying motherfuckers too well.
Get over it and move on is our motto. She had to see Ty for the wimp that he really is. Crying about his deal pa pa who was no doubt gonna live because apendix ain't that damn big a deal theses days. Moms had said that the operation was over and he appeared ok, when she said TY was taking to hard. Fucking wimpass geek.
Anyway i was confused because it was after 11pm and i thought she was with the black mumbo jumbo voodoo doctor instead she was hanging out with the all American, white bread, Wallace, who i thought she wasn't seem at all, but thats how much i stop giving a fuck about what moms has been doing. Until Jean Paul, oh thats that Jamaican rapper, i guess theres a lot of Jeans in Jamaican too.
Confused? I damn sure was. I've been going back to allowing moms life to bug the shit out of me not because of some deep racism, but i just couldn't understand why she would want to be with an older black guy and especially a Haitian one who so damn older and uglyer then her, then with an All American white bread Wallace and why she didn't just stick with Latino Cubano Manny who was at least a Latino. We didn't get this far all the hill to row backwards and have moms messing with a black mumbo.
Racisms, ok maybe theres a touch of it but it more about moving ahead and not backwards. And in american going white when you have cash is right, going black isn't.
Is it? I don't think so, moms could have gone black when we were poor and she did once or twice and that was ok with me when we were struggeling and the guy was working but we are not struggling now.
I hate to say and think if but moms needs to think politically correctly.
Lets face it diaryboy, moms has been doing all kind of beautification shit, she looks like a damn model, no even better. She was always a 10 to me but theres no doubt that every guy would rater her damn near a 10 so going old black at this time just seems like a step backward, racist or not thats how i feel but i keep telling myself that i really don't give a fuck as long as Jean whathisface doesn't hang around MY HOUSE too damn much. Keep that shit on the down low and away from my face.
But thats the problem now. Wallace had to spend this week in the hospital so guess where asshole Ty has been staying? YES in my fucking house, you should see his sorry ass, all sad and shit.
He was talking the other night about how if his dad died he didn't know where he would go? And moms has been treating his ass like he was 10 years old, hugging and conforting him, shit i damn near expected her to tell him he could live with us.
FUCK THAT! His dad dies, he gets the heave ho out the fucking back door.
As if thats wasn't enough to make me sick, moms told me yesterday that Ty's 16 birthday is coming up in February and she thinks it would be nice if we got him a car. YES DIARYBOY, NICE if WE GOT HIM A FUCKING CAR.
FUCK him give me a fucking car! I couldn't believe her, i told her to let his father buy him a car, and moms gets this mad look on her face because she already accused me of being cold hearted and not being friendly with Ty.
I couldn't tell her that i had seen that punk ass eyes looking down her blouds when she was conforting him the day before that he ain't no damn kid and she needs to back off with all the lovey dovey moms shit. Im her son that that geek.
I've been checking his ass out and hes loving all this extra attention hes getting. i am sick and tired of his punk ass being around the house all the damn time and moms bugging me about being friendly to him. I thought that job was over with and now the geek is right under my roof. I've had to go to school and back with his dumb ass actling like i give a fuck about him and his sick ass father. FUCK them both.
So you can see this hasn't been a good week for me i am so damn tired and confused about being involve with so many peoples lives, i just want to go back to being able to sit in the back yard and watch the lake and be grateful of living hte life, and not being involve with all this vida loca shit.
And moms wanting to buy Ty a fucking car, what the fuck. FUCK HIM.
Moms said that i didn't understand that his father has been going threw some hard times, i don't give a fuck.
In fact now that i think about it i would rather see black mumbo around at least hes driving a new model Jaguar, and seems to have done well for himself ain't nothing worst for moms to do is be involve with some broke ass white bread all american who can't buy his son a car for his 16th birthday.
That i guess is worth then being with a seemingly well to do black Haitian doctor. At least he has money and at this point of our lives, we need to be thinking about whos gonna take care of moms not the other way around.
We ain't giving up our crumbs to know one.
Moms needs to set her prioroties straight, we didn't get this far up the hill to row backwards with some poor white trash.
LOL, i can help laughing at how when i wrote about Ty and his familys money problem how good Jean Paul or Claude looked. Black or not at least hes good the bling bling. And thats what we are all about at this point.
At least i am and moms didn't get all her beauitification therapy with food stamps. It costed mucho $$$. Not that she wasn't already damn good looking but Manny boy did some facial work that took away a few lines and she gets this facial shit done every week and somebody has got to pay for it. and lets face it diaryboy only poor ass dumb girls go out with broke ass guys when they could be going out with one with the bling, bling, not the jewery bling bling, but the cash register sounding bling, bling.
So thats how things are right now. Ty's staying with us until his father gets his ass up and out of the hospital later today and moms said maybe he will stay a few days longer.
I think the bitch is going threw a parent complex, she never got to do that mommy shit with me because i am hard cord to the max, i don't need none of that mommy i don't feel good bullshit naturing that TY the wimp ass geek seems to need. So now moms is playing the good mom but with the geek who ain't shit to her. She needs to get back on the cold blooded lack of giving a fuck about others feeling block.
With me. i don't give a fuck about Ty or his father or the black mumbo as long as they stay the fuck out of my house im happy.
DINOBOY
