2005-06-16 - 9:42 a.m.
So yesterday awhile after writing to you dairyboy, i got a call from Mouse who asked me why i wasn't at school.
I told him it was the fucking day next to the last day of school and are grades were already given to us, so why the fuck was he still going to school.
I told him i would pop up at around 1:30pm after lunch to see what was what.
When i rode my bike unto the school grounds there were about 30 seniors hanging outside the school. I guess they finally figured out that their grades were in so going to school the day before the last day was worthless. While hanging out and saying by and all that mussy shit was IN.
And that's what i fell into MUSSY SHIT. I had to hug about 15 asshole seniors guys, who went on about how we wouldn't be going to school together next year.
But really it was cool, i was glad to get a change to see everyone off, since i knew dam well i wasn't gonna go to school today.
Moms went on a tear about my not hanging out at home all summer so i accepted the bullshit lifeguard job.
It won't be as bad as i thought because Mouse cousin hooked us up with what were told is the best job, were gonna be watching over kids from 5-10 years old at the lower end of this pool at the Yardell country club and not the beach behind it.
The best news is that were only gonna be working from 10am until 2pm, and were working with these 2 sweet 18 year old honeys and 2, 16 year old honeys. None of them go to our school so its a chance to meet some dare i say "white girls from the other side of the town".
During our swimming test Monday afternoon, one of the 16 year old honeys name Janet splashed some water in my face so i went after her and grabbed her leg as she tried to get away, i pulled her back to me and we had this little water fight.
A sure sign that she's interested in me, and i caught her and Liz the other 16 year old peeking at the outline/budge of my prick showing threw my bathing suit. i kept trying to pull them out so that i wouldn't show, but thats the bad or i should say good thing about being hung, the PENIS may shink but its still noticable when your wearing a bathing suit.
It hard not being self conscince about it but i've been hearing shit about my prick from homo guys who mention that they could see my prick threw my shorts and shit.
Not that there real homo's but mentioning that you see the shape of my prick makes me think that they have homo tendencies, why else would they be looking so damn hard. Of course im sure its PENIS ENVY.
It has happen many times, i've gotten used to it around the locker rooms but i have to admit im still a little not ashamed but embarrassed around girls.
I KNOW, it doesn't make sence, im the first to grab my dick threw my pants and brag about how big my dick is but around strange girls and around older women im still a little ashamed that they might see the outline of my 8 inch prick.
YES 8 inch it seems to have grow another 1/4 inch in the last few months. I guess it will grow as long as i con't to grow, and after checking my prick lenght last month i checked and found that im just about 1/8 of an inch over 6'.
Im hoping i will grow up to at least and really no more then 6' 3". Anything bigger and i will feel and look like a giant freak.
Since i don't plan on no damn basketball career i don't need no more then 6' 3" height and since im not gonna be a porno star i don't need no more then 8" of meat between my legs.
I've seen pictures of mostly black guys with 10" or more inch pricks and that shit sucks, the last thing i want is a prick that just hangs there. I want to feel the blood rushing into my prick and it growning in lenght, and mostly being able to fit all the way into a women.
How many women can take a 10in or more dick only those with grand canyon cunt, and i don't want to be with some big ass ho girl.
Anyway im sure those girls and the 2, older ones were mentioning the size of my member, and the way Janet was messing around with me means im gonna have a nice time lifeguarding.
Theres this other glasses wearing girl of about 15 whos with us, i told Mouse to go talk to her but hes still letting shyness fuck over him. I told him that i was gonna get his ass laid if i have to pay a hooker to fuck him.
And if i have to thats just what im gonna do, i told him hes not gonna return to school a sophmore a virgin.
Anyway I hate to think that i'm gonna be 2 timing Lisa but when the cheerleaders away, Dinoboy might just play.
I'm beginning to wish things weren't going so well between us because summer just about here and the world is mines.
I seriously thinking that when she goes to her cheerleading camp i'll write or call her and tell her that we should see other people.
I know its fucked up and i can't understand why i won't let myself be happy, she makes me happy but its like i read in a diary awhile ago, no high school shit lastes, the we think were gonna be together forever but once hight schools up most couples go there own way.
Some get married but lets face it diaryboy, married is no where in my mind, i don't even daydream about such bullshit.
I would bet that i probably will never get married or im gonna be married a lot of times.
Anyway Mouse and the girls said they were gonna be working with the kids then go to the beach and work until 6pm which they said 4 of us could do but i ain't working no more then 4 hours a day, i have my own damn pool to swim in, im not gonna be watching other people swim 6 hours a day.
I am pissed that i am even working, didn't i say i would never work a day of my life diaryboy, now look, moms got my ass into this shit. Why couldn't i just chill out all damn summer.
Everytime i think about having to work i get pissed, i never worked a day of my life when we didn't have much and now that i have everything i have to WORK. FUCK THIS SHIT.
Lucky for me its only 4 hours a day, Jefferey, Mouses cousin, said that if we miss more then 6 days we could be terminated. I promise you diaryboy i will be terminated before this summer threw.
Fuck moms i ain't working all summer, we had a deal that we were gonna traveling when summer came but now she saids she too busy working with the union to get as she said a fair wage for the workers.
FUCK THEM UNeducated motherfuckers, if they wanted a fucking decend living wage they should have stayed in school and become employers instead of employees.
Ok let me stop crying 4 hours a day sucks but it won't kill me. Moms is happy about my getting job so im happy.
Ok im gonna ride down to school and hang out with all the other players.
DINOBOY
