2005-10-06 - 10:51 p.m.
What is it diaryboy? What is it that wants to fuck up my good thing. I have always been a friendly person and tried to get along with everyone.
I swear i have. A lot of people like me, they always have. I never started anything against anyone in particular, yes against authority type shits but not any individual! So why now that i'm up in the big leagues and should be enjoying myself to death do i have to deal with so much drama.
I cannot believe its a racial thing because i have always and continue to get alone with white people. I've seen very little racism and heard of even less. Sometimes guys have make anti Latino, Hispanic, Spanish jokes, but they have never bother me. i pretty much agreed with the core of the jokes view. Latinos are some lazy ass people. That's just a Latin fact. The women do breed like fucking rabbits, and welfare rules in the Latino community so theres not many racial comments that could bother me. I would be the first one to make fun of funny english speaking Latinos, and about damn near any other race for that matter, so it can't be a racial thing.
I don't believe anyone dislikes me because i'm Latinos when i have so many other qualities not to like.......lol
So why is it that i've had to bounce some assholes ass against the wall every few months are so up here. What is it? Why? I just don't understand.
But this one i suppose is my fault or i should blame it on that damn movie GoodFellows, which i saw last week. The guys girlfriends boss was complaining about her missing so much time so he and his friends visit the boss and bounce his ass around PRESTO no more boss complains.
It was brutal but to the point. If you have the balls to do such a thing you can damn near get away with anything, against anyone. Now i didn't take that point from the movie just the bounce someone ass quick to kill the drama.
And that's pretty much what happened today. Now it really didn't concern me. I had already heard that some guy was hassling Ty and i really didn't give a damn. In fact i was kind of glad to see there was a snake rearing its head up in his little relationship paradise.
Weeks ago i wondered why his geek ass could keep a relationship going with a nice pretty girl but i couldn't?
Of course i lied to myself and said that it was because he was a fucking geek and would put up with anything whereas i was a fucking tiger and wouldn't put up with any female bullshit but i knew that i was the one spending most of his time alone while Ty the fucking geek was spending his time with Denise sister, Jes.
So hearing that some guy was talking shit about Ty because he wanted Jes, i kinda smiled. What the fuck did i give. Moms had told me to help the geek out but that didn't mean fight his battles for him.
My uncle Pete or Alex once told us that the first thing you do when you meet a girl is find out who she used to mess with and if you couldn't kick his ass back off because a lot of mofo's didn't like other guys messing with their ex-girlfriends.
Ty's bad luck was that another guy wanted his honey and that's a matter every boy has got to deal with himself, or at least i thought until Ty came up to my after lunch and asked to talk to me on the side.
I wondered what the fuck he thought we were, Goodfellows talking out of range of anyone else......lol
Then his punk ass, tells me that this guy name Ralphie was picking on him. I felt like giving him the Godfather in the office smack across the face and to stand like a fucking man and fight this guy but i realized that for some reason Ty was seeing me as i would see my cousins, as people i could depend on to watch my back.
I never ran to my cousin to help me but i guess it was because we all understood from day 1 at birth that we were all for one and one for all.
That we didn't believe in a fair fight against one of us unless that one was winning because the minute one of us were losing the other 2 of us was gonna jump and tilt the matter back in our relatives favor.
Only fools fight fair when they can have enough back up to dictate who the winner will be.
So as Ty told me i realized that somehow he felt like i was watching his back.
Now moms and Romeo Wallace have been seeing each other but in a casual way as far as i knew and that's all i want to know about it. He doesn't spend much time at our house and that's the way i LOVE it. I'm sure when moms has told me she would be home late she's was or might be seeing Wallace but i keep my mind off such things, my minds been to full of my own problems to give a fuck about what moms was doing.
But i guess from Tys point of view we were somehow in some strange way intertwined.
I can't really say what the fuck his geek, punk ass mind was thinking, but get this diaryboy, as fate would have it about 5 minutes after parlaying in which i could only nod my head as if i understood and wondering just what Ty thought i should do about his problem.
Was he asking me to help him kick Ralphie ass or watch his back. I didn't think know what i was expected to do. So i guess fate decided to butt in, because as i said about 5 minutes later Ralphie boy comes parting threw the crowd.
I knew Ralphie he was a mini Brute force, he was big for his age and sort of pushed the guys who allow him to push them around, around. But he was not in my league at all. He wasn't big enough and no where as bad enough to try that shit with me.
Shit i didn't let the original brute force fuck with me so i knew that Ralphie knew that we both knew that he better stay the fuck out of my way or i would bounce his ass against the lockers, and that diaryboy is just what happened.
I didn't think about it, it was all instinct, he came walking threw the crowd of guys who were bullshitting in the hallway between lunch and the next period and as he came by me saying Hey Dino, i grabbed his arm, pull it behind his back and pushed him against the lockers, and told him that if he wanted me to break his fucking arm to talk shit to Ty again and i would rip it out of its sockets and beat him with it, then i pushed his ass up the hallway.
He looked back at me and i pulled my arms away in a tough guy stands and asked him if he was gonna do something about it. He kept going and Sly one of the senior with us said come on back it you want your ass kicked punk, and everyone laughed, Sly said he hated Raphies ass that he had to kick Ralpies ass during the summer because he had called Sly sister a stuck up bitch in the park.
I was glad to hear that because i remember my uncles words, not that i was going out with the girl but because when you bounce someone against a locker you better know if he has some back up and i didn't know anything about Ralpies family, if he had some older brothers and shit like that. So i was glad to hear that Sly had smacked his ass around and not mention any thing happening afterwards.
Now i didn't really do it for Ty or maybe i did, i don't know why i got involve and if fate wouldn't have brought Ralphie down the hallway at that moment i probably wouldn't have done shit for Ty, i really believe that,. I didn't owe his geeky ass anything and we were NOT RELATED in any way.
Let me not forget diaryboy what i have just been threw i cannot afford to get into any trouble for at least the next 3 or 4 months. I have got to keep my cool and not do anything that could blow up in my face.
I have got to play the role of the good student. Most of all i have got to remember that someone squeled on me last time and i cannot trush anyone.
DINOBOY
