2005-09-26 - 5:37 p.m.
Well diaryboy, it was as i said. I spend most of the day re-introducing myself to everyone who gave a fuck.
Although Fridays lunchroom incident did spark a lot of interest in me.
It seems like the b-ballers blabbed all kind of bullshit about me being rich and shit. Pine Crest manor has some kind of big ass reputation down here because most of the latino immigrants and some of the black students parents or relatives have worked or had some kind of interaction with it.
I had one immigrant tell me his mother and aunt clean some of the house there, another black guy told me that the furniture company his brother works for delivers furniture there all them time.
So some students have had some interaction with the Pinecrest manorites which gave them dumb ass opinion of the well to do. .
I had to tell several people i didn't live down in the manor, not because i don't but just because they have such a negative view of the people who live there.
Not that i gave a damn about their negative views. Shit i have a negative view about the Pine Crestites myself, but not because they are well to do, but because they live in those 1/2 million dollar house all crammed up against each other like some suburban slum.
And of course i live high above their bullshit, supposedly high class community, in a house twice the size as any of theirs, with a lake in my backyard, and enough woodland to fit 2 Pinecrest manors in.....lol
The poor look down on the rich, while the richer look down on the less rich, and they both look down on the poor. -Dinoboy-
I like that quote.
Anyway the question i knew would come,
came, during lunch. I sat in a near empty stop because i didn't see the b-ballers i knew at their table and besides as i said i was re-introducing myself which in truth means that since i didn't know anyone i had to sit alone...lol
After a few minutes these girls sitting at the table behind the one i was sitting at started talking so everyone could hear, one of them being a smart ass said that she heard that some guy from the Pine's is going to our school and he has a big black limousine drop him off every morning.
I could hear the other girls giggling. Then one said that he's suppose to be Puerto Rican but don't know Ricans live up there.
It was my cue.
I turned and said, hello ladies, allow me to introduce myself. I'm Dino D, the Rican your talking about but i don't live in the Pines but one this mountain in back of it. Sort of like; i continued jestering with my hands, a step above the Pine people and i made a step latter jester.
They didn't say anything for a second so i turned around figuring that i didn't go over well with them and i thought to myself, fuck these poor ass hood rats.
When one of them said, he talks a lot of bullshit.
I knew that i had fucked up but what could i do diaryboy. I could have just shut up, eaten my lunch and hid in a hole for the rest of the school year but i just didn't like some poor ass latin hood rat thinking she could say that i was full of shit, or talked a shit, when the fact was that, yes i was talking shit but i could back every word up and i just couldn't let everyone think otherwise.
So i asked/said, do you mean i'm talking shit as in talking shit because i admit i do talk a lot of shit and thats the main reason i'm going to this school, but if you mean i'm talking shit and not living as large as i said i was, then your absolutely wrong, because this Rican wipes his ass with $100 dollar bills.
The place exploded with my comeback. I didn't realized until then that most of the 2 tables were 1/2 full of people listening to us.
When they calm down i said that i didn't mean to come off like i was full of shit, but you girls must have knew i was sitting here when you started your I heard about a Rich Rican in school story, so i just wanted to introduce myself, so let me start over and introduce myself. i grabbed my lunch and took one of the empty seats at the lower part of their table and told them my name was Dino.
Then introduced themselves and although we had less then 10 minutes to take before lunch ended I'm glad i did give in and defuse the way things were going, otherwise i could have gotten a bad reputation, and having these girl spread the news that i was bragging about how large i'm living and that i believed i was better then wouldn't be a good reputation to having among these lowfife, poor ass mother fuckers......lol
So i turned on the charm and charisma and by the time lunch was over i knew 7 girls and 3 guys names. The mean girl didn't say much which mean i got to win the ho over.
I have to say diaryboy that walking the schools hallway with all these poor ass bastards, is sort of comforting, at my old school i had to
always fight back the understanding that i was one of a handful of Latino's and the only real Latino, in the sense of growing up in a Latino envioriment, in a 87% white school, in a 99% white neighborhoods, in a 100% white bread envioriment.
The hallways were lilly white and im sure i stuck out along with the handfull of other minorities.
I have to say in my defence that unlike most Latino's i know i never thought of myself as UNwhite, not that i thought of myself as white. With my lightly moca skin, and 100% latino looks, i could never be thought of as white by anyone, but i never had let any of the inferiority steriotypes most Latino's had when thinking about white people live within me.
When i was way young i remember watching an old comedy video with some non famous black comediem, and he was putting down white people, you know making that the voices that black people use when pretenting to be white.
All prim and proper. when my pop's said to me i guess since we were alone, that white people run the world, so when black or Latino made jokes that put down white people they are full of shit. White people invented most of the shit we use, and have cured most of the dieases and on and on.
I don't remember it all but i what my father said set the tone for my views about white people and it was never negative but it was never too positive. Because on the flip side in the Bible it talks about invertors of evil things, and it was/is white people who have invented damn near every evil thing on earth.
Having gotten as good a grade as any white person in my classes for my whole life i never thought of myself as inferior to anyone.
And liking to think of myself as enlighten, i can respect all races contribution to the world i live in even thought as i would be the first to admit, i do have some weird ass view about most things.
But my point is for some reason i feel more at home among these poor ass people then i did at my old school and that SUCKS BIGTIME. I do not belong here, i belong at my old school, with its beautiful clean buildings and clean hallways.
You know diaryboy, it just dawn on me that i let them white motherfuckers run me out of their school and into this fucking black and Latino one, this is bullshit. why didn't we fight it harder, did that fake ass wannabe Jew Stein fuck me over and put me where they wanted me to be.
I don't belong here diaryboy and when moms get home im gonna tell her that this is bullshit, why did i have to transfer to this new school when they said they weren't gonna prosecute me, just think about it diaryboy, could they charge me now when they wouldn't charge me if i left their school. Isn't that some form of racism, to do nothing if i left school but do something when i fight to return.
What the fuck one second im talking about how comfortable i am at this new schoo and now im pissed that i had to come here.
Those fucken white bastards made me leave my white bread world, and live among my own kind, who from the moment we got paid, stop being my own kind. I should be going to a white bread school where everyones family is doing well, and living large, thats the kind of world i am happies at, not amoung these poor ass bastards.
DINOBOY
