2005-11-29 - 5:48 a.m.
Let me update shit, because i feel like shit is trying to update me.
It snowed on Thanksgiving day, otherwise fuck Thanksgiving and the upcoming bullshit holidays. I can't wait until the new year begins and all this HAPPY this and that are behind us.
ANYWHO,
First last week this geek bumped into me hard when i was walking the hallway so i distinctly turned and pushed his ass hard into some lockers and threated to kick his ass if he bumped into me again.
Now i am not a bully and i felt bad pushing this 140lbs geek into the lockers but a boys got to draw a line in the sand, which when passed he dishes out punishment. Good are bad thats just the law of the jungle, and a tigerboy like myself can't let the monkeys in the tree think they can get away with anything otherwise they will be coming out of their trees to fuck with me, instead of running for the those trees to hide from me.
So later that day, this girl Ivy tells me that Bobby B pushed the geek into me. So i felt kinda bad, not real bad but bad enough to give the geek a half ass apology when i saw him a few days later.
Well on Friday as i was hanging with some of the fellows sexually teasing every good looking girl that came by that we didn't know personally and a few we did.
Hey baby wanna have sex? Or wanna have oral sex? That was about the best line, most other were as stupid as it, or just about. What the fuck we were having a good time.
Sexually harassment my ass them babes were dressed sexy so we boys will do what boys have been doing since the days before the wheel was invented.
So as were having a good time, Roger the geek i apologized to came up to me and said, hi, i figured he was saying hi, and he was gonna move on but NO, after i said hi back he decides to stick around and as soon as he started laughing with us what a girl called us a bunch of dogs and everyone started barking out loud, which was funny as hell, geek Roger starts laughing with us..
Theres just something about a wannabe geek that seems to bring out the worse in players that i just don't understand but i've seen it a hundred times. Geeks, losers, wannabes, etc,etc,etc, should be seen but never heard, and if possible not even seen.
Wallis or Wham as he called is one of the guys talking the most shit, hears geek Roger laughing and come over and asks him what he was laughing at. Now diaryboy, i didn't want to give a fucking rats ass about Roger, probably always been picked on at school situation because i have no compassion at all with losers, who allow themselves to be picked on. If they had some balls and a baseball bat, and bust some head when your 10, nobody would fuck with them in high school.
But they have no balls so they do not have any compassion from me but now Roger had come over and said hi to me and i had wrongly banged his ass against some lockers for which i had apologized and now he had come over and said hi to me so he was kind of under my protection wasn't he?
So after having told Wham that Roger was with me Wham still fucks with Roger punching him on his arm real hard, Wham is a bully, but a funny one and a nice guy if you know he won't put his hands on you because he knows and you know you will fight him back if he does but he tends to fuck with weak guys a lot, for which thinking about it now, i am not proud to have been around when he has because it might seem like i was gonna back him up.
Which i won't but since Wham isn't a punk he didn't need much backing up, he would fight back.
But now he was overstepping his bounds, and was now on my side of the line in the sand. If i can't protect someone who came over to me and said hi, what did that make me? Wham and the other tigers might think they can take my shit from me if i allowed him to hit on Roger in front of me.
SO i punched his ass in the chest real hard, it banged into his chest making a loud ass BOOMING sound. He went bad and was pissed and was gonna come at me but some of the other guys held him back.
I told him if he can't take a punch he shouldn't be punching on my man Roger, I didn't like how it sounded when i said my man Roger and one of the assholes said something like I was messing with Roger sexually, we all laughed about it and i was glad it defused the situation but i didn't like seeing Roger the fucking geek smiling about it.
He had damn near gotten me in a fight with someone i loosely call a friend, someone i hung around with at school.
And i was hoping i wasn't gonna have to tell Roger to get the fuck away from me even thought i damn well knew that he would probably see this as an in, to the IN CROWD, that by somehow knowing me was his ticket in.
It wasn't!
Anyway he's since come up to us several times when we were hanging out. I figure as long as nobody said anything its ok but next time someone mentions him hanging around us. i gonna tell him he's got to fuck off. Fuck him, i don't owe him shit anymore.
TROUBLE FRON ANOTHER FRONT.
The freshmens have been getting a bit too uppity, they spread the rumors that if we sophomores don't take the lead that they would roll over us and take it.
Everyone knows that these rumors are directed at me. Im the top dog of the sophmore class, the one who raises all that Freshman against everyone else shit last year.
They're even using my anti Sophomore lines, my threat that we freshmans would "roll over" the Sophomore and Jr classes last year.
They've been calling us fags and shit like that, ain't that some shit, here i am trying to get threw this year without any more incidents, and i got these snot nose freshmen fucking with me to do something or get out the fucking way.
I send words that they should fuck themselves that freshmen should be seen but never heard, and yes, that they should try not to be seen either, less some sophomore stepped on them..
I called them Roaches and a few days later someone wrote that Freshman are like roaches always running around.
And them some Freshman wrote the sophomores sucks. and shit like that so we are in some kind of class warfare but i told everyone who will listen that the freshman class ain't shit but i'm not gonna get involve in any shit that will get me in trouble.
I hope i can keep that vow, but i just know with the weather getting cold and nothing else much to do up here that we probably have to go to war with the freshman class, either threw graffiti or the web or just plain old yelling and shit.
They want our power and if like i said with Roger the geek, if the monkeys in this case freshman, think were weak they are bound to come out of the trees and drink water from us tigers, pond, right in front of our face, which all the other animals/ upper class will see and then we will longer be the lord of the jungle/school.
With Brad and most of his boys gone, we, the Sophomore class rule, the Seniors and Jr's are weak and have girls tired to act like they rule and they probably would it they could but not with me and my macho crew of guys around.
Everyone knows that the Sophomore class is running things, but the truth is diaryboy its all smoke and mirrors that if we don't do something solid to prove were number one, we won't be. Everyone will see were living off of last years shit, and the freshman weren't;'t here last year so they aren't impress as they should be.
I don't want to toot my own horn but lucky for us they don't have a Dino D among them, but sooner or later some guy or girl is gonna see the opportunity to take the lead and move from holding up the wall to being noticed and known.
Everyone wants to be IN, but only a few have the ball to jump into the race to be the top dog in the freshman class, someones bound to rise up. And that diaryboy is what im looking for.
Of course dairyboy, no matter how much i say i just want to chill out this year, i know i can either sit back and do nothing and watch someone run over the sophmore class and me with it, or plan on snuffing the upstart out before he grabs my crown.
There can only be one TOP DOG in this school and its gonna be ME.
There are jock top dogs, and brainics top dogs then there are Top Dogs that are looked upon as Top dogs, and ok, maybe im not the only Top dog but i am in the top 3 of top dogs.
There are other guys who hold a lot of influence but they don't seem to see thinks as i do about their postions.
Sometime i admire how some of the A group seem to be unconcern with their position, but coming where i came from i can't get rid of this dog eat dog mentality, i can't stop watching my plate for fear some dog is gonna come up and eat out of it.
And i ain't gonna let that happen. I worked hard to get where i am in this schools A list and i ain't gonna give my spot to anyone.
Freshmans suck. Thats just a fact every freshman class has to live with.......lol
DINOBOY
