2005-04-30 - 6:43 p.m.
So where do i begin diaryboy? I just drank 3 cans of Coke one after another and my stomach full to the max.
Its the damn chipped ice that comes out of our refrigaraton. In my book the greatest invention ever made. Everything taste better in chipped ice.
So let me do some backtracking. By Wednesday i thought i was in love with Kara, she was one sweet girl. I just like looking at her looking at anything. He has such beautiful eyes.
By Thursday i wanted to punch her in her fucking eye......lol
We had went to Korls to buy her a shirt, along with us were Jody and Liz, she saw this cute Betty Boob shirt and was gonna buy it. It came in 2 other styles. So i offered to buy them all for her but she wanted to buy the one she wanted by herself. So i put the other 2 into her carriage and told her i would buy those 2. She put them back saying she didn't want me to buy her anything.
Ok i figured she was just being stupid, afterall diaryboy a girl should take anything a boy wants to buy her, Not excepting didn't made me think she liked me for myself, it made me remember that she wasn't too damn bright.
But that wasn't the problem the problem came when i went off and saw some shit that i wanted for myself.
A nice pair of sneakers, 4 dress shirts, a watch, and a 3 baseball caps. When we all got together at the cash register, she shook her head and said, you don't need all that stuff, and i told her i wanted them, then she pissed me off and said, show off.
SHOW OFF! Whats with that bullshit?
It pisses me off when someone saids i'm showing off because i want what i want.
I buy what i want.
When we first got some money from Pops death, moms brought me mucho new clothes and shit. I remember that night before i was gonna wear some new clothes from top to bottom.
That night i was feeling like i was gonna look silly wearing new clothes from top to bottom, the new morning i was dressing and i thought what the fuck, i didn't have to give a fuck what anyone thought about what i wear, and what they thought about my wearing nice shit.
I had worn old and used clothes for over the last year, and i vowed then and there that if we got enought money from my pops getting his ass killed that i would dress to the max, that i would never wear anything i didn't like.
I told Kara and i didn't have to show off for anyone that i buy what i want and wear any damn thing i want and i didn't give a fuck what she are anyone thought about me. And i went outside and called a taxi to take me home, she came over and said she was sorry and i should ride back with her. I pulled out the money i still had in my pocket and told her that i could afford to catch a taxi back home. She left and i stuck my finger up at her.
Friday morning she called and asked if i needed a ride to school but i told that i was gonna waste money taking a cap.
She said in the sweetest voice how sorry she was for saying what she said then like a fool i told her that i shouldn't have took it like i did and yes i would like a ride. We were full of love but after school when i tried to get her somewhere where i could get me a piece of ass she said she didn't want to do IT.
Now diaryboy shes had been blowing me off all damn week. I got into her pants last Saturday but since then i haven't gotten shit. I told her that i need to have me some sex otherwise i didn't see any reason why we should be hanging out together.
She said that she just didn't want to rush into anything. I couldn't make out what the fuck she meant, it was a little to late to not rush into something. She drove me home.
That was yesterday FridaY. Now on Monday Yuki had given me an invitation to a party at her house Friday night, Monday and Tuesday i didn't mention it to Kara but Wednesday i asked if she want to go she said she didn't like parties.
Shit diaryboy shes never been to a party and i was glad she didn't want to go because i was giving going a lot of thought, a lot of people were going and i hadn't down shit since i hunging out until 3am with that stank ho Marisa. I haven't been back to see her mainly because i knew that if i couldn't stay out late i was gonna look like some young momma boy punk.
So i hooked up with these 3 brothers and they picked me up and we went to Yuki house for her party. The party wasn't for any perticular reason. It was only because shes got it that way.
I often think about inviting people to a party at my house but i just can see having stranger walking around MY HOUSE. I live here and im not sharing shit with anyone.
Anyway Yuki had this punk name Earl who was huggin on her since we came in and after a while Earl came up and for some damn reason he felt he had to tell me that he and Yuki were going out with each other, right in front of about 5 other guys.
I told him that i didn't understand Yuki, that i did all i could to get her to suck my dick, but she dumped my ass and was now she was going out with his punk ass.
He didn't like it and said that i should talk like that about her. I told him to get the fuck out of my face before i kicked his punk ass. He walked away mubbling some punk ass shit under his breath. He knew that i knew that he knew and i knew that i would fuck his punk ass up. That he knew that i knew that he knew that he couldn't kick my ass.
So awhile later this fine sister name Jamie came in with some other girls, one of the guys said that Jamie and her boyfriend Skip had broken up and she was back on the market. WE laughed at a few nasty comments about Jamie because she had a nice juicy big ass and was damn good looking to boot.
When she walked the schools hall all the guys couldn't help but stop and take a look at that ass. And her beautiful face. She is high yellow and wears her head in a cornrow. SEXY AS HELL.
As we were punking each other to make a move on Jamie, she and a friend of hers went to the middle of the room and started dancing with each other.
As i've said many times diaryboy, to each his reach and You've got to be in it to win it!
First i went over to her friends who were holding up the wall and asked if it was true she and Skip and when they said yes, i asked if they thought i had a chance with her.
That was a mistake!
The bitches went balistic. They said that i needed to leave her alone, that she didn't need another guy to dog over her. I told them to go fuck themselve and walked back to the other players. When she got off the floor i could see they were telling her what i had asked. She looked my way and smiled.
I did one of the stupidest thing i ever did in my life but what can i say diaryboy, i do what i do and i don't give a shit what anyone thinks.
I pointed to myself and made the sign of a heart and pointed to her.
She had this big beautiful smile but a few of her friends gave me the sign of the finger. Thats is their middle finger....LOL
Wow its almost 8pm i gotta go, i will finish later.
End of part one.
DINOBOY
